Caldina - Cerita Sebuah Kehidupan - Part 4

Awalnya....

Mata aku terkebil2 kelippok kelippok. Baru bangun tido ma.... Text messages dari seorang sahabat masuk ke peti Inbox aku @ 07:47am -  Humak aiiii ....awai gilos.... And I'm very very sure, 500% sure something is not rite. Something happen over there & something happen to you.

Yes... 

U wish Selamat Hari Raya - Thanks.

U ask about Kakak - Thanks. 

U Ask about my biskut raya - thanks. 

U ask about my life - thanks....

U ask about my book - thanks ( 5 years - u never miss to ask about this)

but... when the statement is become to SOAL HATI YOU - I'M TOTALLY OUT OF NOWHERE & DAMM NO IDEA....SERIOUSLY NO IDEA AT ALL.... - It's not because I just awake.... bukan sebab aku mamai or masih dialam mimpi...nope.... sebab ... sebab... DRC jarang sangat-sangat 'down' cenggini...

What's is going on Doc? What happen to ur heart? Broken again? Selofan tape yang lama tu dah habis? Boleh gam lagi tak? Apa yang dah jadi sampai nak fly to Japan on 3rd day Raya? Ini yang buat I tak faham. Sepuluh hari kat Japan... on Syawal Month... nak buat apa? Reason you.. lecture. Main reason for me is maybe not to give a Lecture.... apa... University kat Malaysia ni dah habis sampai u terima offer untuk Lecture kat Negara matahari terbit tu? Apa... student kat Malaysia ni dah expired sangat untuk u lecture? 

why? why? why?

Ok. Noted. Take your time. Think. U sendiri cakap... Hidup ni singkat sangat. Terlalu sekejap untuk diisi dengan masalah. So... where is my strong friend? where is DRC yang I kenal? Where is lecturer yang sentiasa ada idea untuk debate in any topics??

Go.... You can go.. pergi. And bila habis 10 days lecture duration you kat sana... Coming home. Baliklah. Then we have a long conversation. Long discussion. Tenangkan fikiran, for a while, think as a "PM. Dr"... then, Insyaallah... you'll find the solution.

ETA KLIA on 13 September rite? Atau turun @ Penang International Airport???

May Allah Bless... for all of us.